I’m not sure why I’m writing this, maybe it’s because I’m not tired, maybe it’s because I’ve never done something like this. Hahah. I just finished reading the book “The Perks To Being A Wallflower” .. I started at two in the morning and I just finished at 6:27am .. I’m not sure why I read the whole thing, and I’m not sure why I want to even upload this, maybe I want someone to read it, ..maybe I just want to feel like I’m sharing my opinion. I’ve never read a book.. Straight through the night like that.. I haven’t actually stayed up all night since I was five, on New Years Eve. Hahah Speaking of New Years Eve, there was a part in the book about it, and Kamela I don’t know why but it made me think of you, and how we never do anything any more. I think it’s mostly my fault. I don’t try to ignore you, I just feel that I sort of am. Believe me I’m not trying to avoid you and what not, I wouldn’t do that. I’m sorry if you think I am I really want to spend the night again, remember like when we just use to talk until like three in the morning and then hear your mom go to work and we’d freak out and pretend to sleep because she would walk into the room and check in on us? Hahaha, and you know how I’ve been spending the night the day before school starts since like .. 7th or 6th grade? I don’t know I just sort of really miss you even though you aren’t gone.. It just feel s like you are. Lol, maybe I’m just being retarded because I haven’t slept all night. .. I haven’t read a book in a long time, and I’m glad that this was the one I read now. Again .. I have no idea why I wrote this, or why I couldn’t stop reading the book, it was just one of those things where I had to finish the book. It was weird, I don’t know who’s reading this, but If you’ve ever felt like that .. I don’t know it’s kind of an empty feeling once you’ve finished doing that thing you just couldn’t stop doing. .. Not a sad empty, just empty. .. And that’s all I really have to say..